I've got a reason to enjoy the sun

welcome

All Time Lows - Hellogoodbye /
Whether or not the weather is on my side
We could be together if i stay bright eyed
I can feel the summer sending signs of fall
I see a happy ending if i stand up tall

Whether or not this cold front is moving in
Or its just vacation and well soon be friends
I know i cant avoid her shes in the air
May as well polaroid her with the way i stare

Whether or not our season will soon be done
I think ive got a reason to enjoy the sun
I hear the forecast aint as bad as it seems
It should be clearing up soon if only in dreams

Ooo tonight the stars are oh so bright.
Ive gotta get outdoors while the weathers still here
Ive gotta take in the starlight before it disappears
A chance lasts a finite time in the warm july night time
So take in all you can

Monday, May 28, 2007

A hundred days have made me older

Since the last time that I saw your pretty face

A thousand lies have made me colder

And I don't think I can look at this the same

But all the miles that separate

Disappear now when

I'm dreaming of your face

I'm here without you baby

But you're still on my lonely mind

I think about you baby

And I dream about you all the time

I'm here without you baby

But you're still with me in my dreams

And tonight it's only you and me

The miles just keep rollin'

As the people leave their way to say hello

I've heard this life is overrated

But I hope that it gets better as we go

I'm here without you baby

But you're still on my lonely mind

I think about you baby

And I dream about you all the time

I'm here without you baby

But you're still with me in my dreams

And tonight girl its only you and me

Everything I know, and anywhere I go

It gets hard but it wont take away my love

And when the last one falls

When it's all said and done

It gets hard but it wont take away my love

I'm here without you baby

But you're still on my lonely mind

I think about you baby

And I dream about you all the time

I'm here without you baby

But you're still with me in my dreams

And tonight girl its only you and me

I see a happy ending/ 10:15 AM

"When I'm Gone"
There's another world inside of me
That you may never see
There're secrets in this life
That I can't hide
Somewhere in this darkness
There's a light that I can't find
Maybe it's too far away...
Or maybe I'm just blind...
Or maybe I'm just blind...

[Chorus]
So hold me when I'm here
Right me when I'm wrong
Hold me when I'm scared
And love me when I'm gone
Everything I am
And everything in me
Wants to be the one
You wanted me to be
I'll never let you down
Even if I could
I'd give up everything
If only for your good
So hold me when I'm here
Right me when I'm wrong
You can hold me when I'm scared
You won't always be there
So love me when I'm gone
Love me when I'm gone...

When your education X-Ray
Cannot see under my skin
I won't tell you a damn thing
That I could not tell my friends
Roaming through this darkness
I'm alive but I'm alone
Part of me is fighting this
But part of me is gone

[Chorus]

Or maybe I'm just blind...

[Chorus]

Love me when I'm gone...
Love me when I'm gone
When I'm Gone
When I'm Gone
When I'm Gone

I see a happy ending/ 10:10 AM

zhan zai ji mo de wu tai shang
deng guang xia tuo zhe zi ji de
yin zi
yin yue chong fu wo men gong
tong de you shang
bu shi mei yi ci de yan chang
jiu ke yi dan wang ming tian mei
you ni
in my heart we'll never be apart

chan liu shou shang de xiang
wei ti xing wo
zai shu wei xiang ji li liu xia de
cheng nuo
mei yi feng jian xun chuan chu
de si nian dou dui ni shuo

(Chorus)
sa rang hae yo means i love you
dai biao zhe wo li bu kai ni
mei fen mei miao mei yi ge sheng yin
zhi you ni sa jiao hui rang wo wei xiao
sa rang hae yo zhi dui ni shuo
i will love you and forevermore
wo da ying baby you will see
mei yi ge wo dou shu yu ni

chan liu shou shang de xiang wei ti xing wo
zai shu wei xiang ji li liu xia de cheng nuo
mei yi feng jian xun chuan chu de si nian dou dui ni shuo

(Chorus)x2

oh baby i will love you because
wo dou shu yu ni

sa rang hae yo

hmm.been thinking.stil rather unclear about what i plan to do
dont think i'll be able to face the horrible O cert.
think will be leaving for Aust n study there instead.
mayb work n study at same time.save up for a place there?
dont plan to depend on my parents. (:
too dependent? HEAVE A DEEP SIGH.
slept only at 0500hrs this morning.some people kept sleeping on me on the phone.
shakes head* hmm
chi Os alr tmr.HAHA.congrats to me (: gotta go.
dont feel like blogging much. :

I see a happy ending/ 10:02 AM

Saturday, May 26, 2007

1600hrs:arms still aching, darling msging n msning. sighs .finally decide to punctuate my sentences. i guess im really really bored.posting twice a day. HMMM. mayb should have went for cross country.mayb going out later.my darling sister's ASLEEP. AH! my com's a lil lag now. dno why u like 'ordinary world'. no one talking to me.SIGH. okay. i gta STOP sighing. monday's chinese Os. and for hols i've intensive studies? man. what a perfectly ruined holiday. im SO bored. ARGH. read a silly email. it's SO silly. sister..wakeywakey. hmm. im happily clad in boxers and lycra top. and im bored. sigh. i've chinese papers to do. nothing better to do now. think im gonna wake up my darling sister. im bored stiff. ): and i miss people. im done with being nice to people im not suppose to be nice to. so i'll start being mean (:<>
post punctuated with SMILIES.the invasion of scaries

I see a happy ending/ 7:00 AM

when you are the one the one that lies close to me whispers hello i've missed quite terribly ive been in love in love with you suddenly and theres no place else i could be then here in your arms

hmm.results..SHIT.
kinda as predicted skipped cross country at lame venue today too lame for me didnt wna come out limping heh but im SOOO bored have to study today feel like going out with sis for awhile i really really wanna get contacts hmm thinking of studying awhile today then mayb go out with sis then in evening running with dwane and then dinner too
boring day cam whored the whole night last night thats how bored i am have manymany papers left to do dont know how im gonna complete them all woke up at SEVEN today went back to ZZZ woke up at EIGHT called people all still half asleep suppose to call them back kinda lazy to its hitting TEN soon think room gonna be too hot to sleep in SIGH messy room according to someone arms aching carried the darn books n file almost all over spore ytd la SIGH back aching too feel like OLD LADY shows how much i need exercise growing fat at stomach but mdmyeo: amelia..how come you're growing skinnier everytime i see u uh? never eat uh?
haha she's partially correct i ran bankrupt waiting for my next payday man SIGHS (:
thirteenless post

sarang haeyo:number filled life;trouble filled heart

I see a happy ending/ 1:00 AM

Saturday, May 19, 2007

OH YAYY!
MY BLOGGER'S ALRIGHT NOW! ((:
yep.finally gonna blog.
hmmmm.
been going thru so much.
splitting..sch prob..juniors prob..classmates prob.
STPID COPYCAT/BACKSTABBER!
i feel bad..so long didnt talk to bra alr.make him sad ):
anw.im gonna cut new style..
not gonna say.considering SHAVING bald.
so many copycat n two face ppl.damn F***er
i had mash potato on my uni collar just now ):
sigh.chinese intensive draining me.
considering using DSA to get into JC.
intensive at least 3 hrs of sch hrs..3 hrs aft sch.
sighs.KILLING ME.
smone asked me if ive found new.but nah.
though i can..i wont.cos it's Os!!!!
i wanna do well.
and i wont let anyone pull dwane down in terms of studies.
i'll make this clear.
SHE WANTS TO STUDY n SCORE WELL fr Os.
she DONT WANNA GO OUT MUCH.cos SHES AIMING FOR JC!AIMING HIGH!
so STOP ALL YOUR DAMN BITCH NONSENSE!
i love DWANE!
SHIT-O!i cant hear anyth nOW!
anw.im aiming fr jc..and im pulling dwane along to STUDY with me.
cos i want the best fr her!

anw.im DONE n OVER with rships.
it's all troublesomes n nonsense.

AIM
spiky/bald
no rships
A1 fr CHI
BYEBYE (:

I see a happy ending/ 1:08 PM

Tuesday, May 15, 2007

get it straight people.
im clear of who i like now.
and i got over everyone and anyone
so please
get your facts straight
and dont mislead others
damn problemetic arse.
I LOVE MY DARLING.NOT MY HONEY :d
HAH

I see a happy ending/ 8:50 AM

Friday, May 11, 2007

This time,This place Misused, MistakesToo long too lateWho was I to make you waitJust one chanceJust one breathJust in case there's just one left'Cause you know, you know, you knowI love youI've loved you all along I miss youBeen far away for far too longI keep dreaming you'll be with meand you'll never goStop breathing ifI don't see you anymoreOn my knees, I'll askLast chance for one last dance'Cause with you, I'd withstandAll of Hell to hold your handI'd give it allI'd give for usGive anything, but I won't give up'Cause you know, you know, you knowThat I love youI loved you all along And I miss you Been far away for far too longI keep dreaming you'll be with meand you'd never goStop breathing ifI don't see you anymoreSo far away So far awayfar away for far too longSo far away So far awayfar away for far too longBut you know, you know, you know I wanted I wanted you to stay 'Cause I neededI need to hear you say I love you I loved you all along And I forgive you For being away for far too long So keep breathing 'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore Believe it Hold on to me,and never let me goKeep breathing 'Cause I'm not leaving you anymoreBelieve it hold on to me never let me goKeep breathinghold on to me, never let me goKeep breathinghold on to me, never let me go

very mixed emo
confused.blind.

I see a happy ending/ 1:00 PM

Saturday, May 05, 2007

yoyo.cant be bothered t change blog skin
not been rly alrite.
mmh.many stuffs happened
not eatin too
puking
waste of time?
confusion.
have some convincin to do
how much more must i let myself get hurt?
dno if it's worth it.
feel it aint.
but rly dno
exam stress gettin to me
needa run,train,cry,blade.do things i enjoy n wld relieve me of the stress n sadness im feelin
cant afford to do badly fr exams
cant let this get to me
tho im sleeep deprived and dehydratin
just dont feel like eatin.
slp late,fall sick,cry til gastric n heart pain.
i just wna do well fr exams n tht's all.
just simply that.

all were simply lies.how real was anything?
i have all the right to be as upset as i wnt.but i dnt wna be childish.
this's a stupid reason to be affected by.
kisses and hugs never ever makes up for mistakes.
did i ever made a mistake to trust you too much?
so this's what happens when u entrust your faith and trust to someone?
eff evryth.is everything worth these actions?
no point caring so much for anyone when the person cant be bothered to take care of oneself. never think of the consequences before doing them.
my hurtin others n gettin hurt are both incomparable.it's a vast difference.
even if i did hurt anymore,it was never bcause of indecisiveness n stupidity.
how long did u think i wld last?it's unreasonable to have such expectations of me.
face the music.
no point addin every matter up and makin stuffs out as what u think they are.
had u even stepped into shoes of others n thought?
it's all just untrustable.
to think it was all ruined by you yourself.the decision i've made,was for the better of all.
everyone hates to see me sad.
and it's sad cos of you.it aint worth it to them.thought long n hard.
even if anyone were to get upset after readin this,this's just the hard core facts and truths.
face it.come whtever may.
if smone rly do like the other,u'd go all out for the special one.
take care of the special one.comfort and not mislead the one.

the end of these signals the beginnin of something new.
a new journey.without anyone.

we built it up to watch it fall
like we'd never built at all
i give and gave the best of me
but couldnt give you what you need
you walk away you stole my life
just to find what you're looking for
but no matter how i'd tried
i cant hate you anymore

I see a happy ending/ 11:00 AM